Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Black Brown And Violet Hair

pickings to the days of open studio doors

What can I say - it was sooo beautiful. Many nice people have visited us and we drink a lot of time talking and house tours, but also with coffee and cake spent. Really beautiful - unfortunately no one has thought of making photos. Walter has also sold some of his birds and turning work and I must be a prospective buyer for one of my ceilings, but I still finished quilt and attach the binding. So a success story - I wonder why I'm so absolutely miserable then. I have big financial problems, but the for 10 years so and we have still managed somehow to get by. I want to spend time with patchwork and manage to not get started because I'm afraid of the result. It might not be "good" enough. Bad is that I set the bar so high and it is precisely for this reason that I simply can not over it. And I was in good spirits and wanted to finally allow me to try and see what happens. But like so many things in my life I'm not worth it to - a great result or none at all ............. I know that this is stupid, but I just can not jump over my shadow. Now I would have a vacation time again and could start ,..................... Let's see, perhaps we may be able this time I have so many ideas in my head who really deserves to be implemented. Please send me positive energy or whatever - the main thing I'm beginning at last and enjoy my creativity and my life!
wishes everyone a great week
Monika

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